Well brothers, I'm sitting in children's hospital again. I have been absent from the board due to my 8 yr old girl. Since the week before X-mas she has been in and out of the mental ward. They cannot get the diagnosis right. 1st explosive disorder 2nd ODD 3rd no-polar. Now my X who thinks she's the all knowing just pissed her treatment team off. They told use to go somewhere else. I'm completely flipping out over this. My X is having my girl live with me after a few blow ups. The X moved her high school meth head x boyfriend in with his 3 kids. After having to physically remove her from her moms house cause she had a butcher knife wanting to stab everyone. And then threw a chair through the front window. Now she's living with me no blow ups and crazy crap. But my girl is struggling to keep it together and it's killing me. And finding a new treatment program after fucking pissing off the best in the state. Wishing I could just fix it. Feeling helpless sucks. Well time to go get discharge papers and start over. Fuck