Well I tell ya what I have had a fuckin ride this past summer and winter.....I see some new faces on here as well as all of the old timers who started this whole thing up.....I have been absent from this site for about 9mo.....and in that time i have managed to burn my fuckin life almost to the ground..... and the worst part is i was taking everyone around me and throwing them in the flames too....I feel that as a part of this community from its very beginning... i owe an explaination and an apology....basically "DOPE" enveloped my every existence the last 9mo....I had lots of family issues goin on and Dope was a sensible solution for a time being.....well as Im pretty fuckin sure this place is still full of recovering drunks so you all hopefully paint your own picture from what i said..... i got help and by the grace of god my wife is still here and my children....but today im grateful to be back here and be alive!!!!


-BABA