ever since watching "Pumping Iron" with Arnold, this has been stuck in my mind lately. if you are aiming for nationals and pro cards, can you really subject yourself to the stress of a relationship? When i was younger i thought it would be possible, but every time i found out, its either them or your career. unfortunately, in the past, i thought with my dick and kept girls around just for the sex, and it always blew up in my face.......so today i flipped the script and let old habits die young.

right now im 250 at 15% just started my supplements last week, so 1 1/2 weeks into my journey back to the iron.........another 10 1/2 to go before started my winter bulk. at first i was like "damn, i chose the iron over getting laid" and then i asked myself "why is that so bad?".

your boy is growing up